Sunday, September 26, 2004
Boredom
The night is still.
No movement,plain nothingness.
I feel bad.
Nothing more to say.
Ill just keep mum,again.
i loathed you @
1:00 PM
Saturday, September 25, 2004
Faint
Im supposed to feel better but I didnt have any sleep last night, I skipped breakfast and lunch and Im so bored.
i loathed you @
1:28 PM
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
I lied
Still havent told her yet
Why cant I do it?
Maybe it's better just to keep mum.
i loathed you @
7:21 PM
Saturday, September 18, 2004
Im going to tell her.
Im going to tell her that I like her. I wont lose anything,well maybe our so called friendship. But still, I will risk it all,or else I would face defeat without even doing anything.
i loathed you @
10:02 AM
Friday, September 17, 2004
Hope found again,or maybe not.
Maybe Im just aiming to high. Everybody likes her. Im a poor slob,a creepy little bastard, a nuissance in short.Or maybe not. The end of the sem is near, I wish i have someone to spend time with,put my attention on,spend some money on,ooohh the drama!
i loathed you @
10:05 AM
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
End of the eternal optimist.
I just fuckin realized that me being the ultimate optimist is just my escape from reality.
I always dreamed of making her mine, but now it is clear to me that would never happen.
Im so fuckin stupid,I hate myself for it. I should have known it before. Oh well,as my motto says, "That's life,shit happens.",and when shit comes it hits you hard. But still lessons can be learned. I learned to face reality, and end the crap I always had,that is optimism.
i loathed you @
6:10 PM
Saturday, September 11, 2004
Balotski,the film critic.
I have just watched The Notebook,and damn,Nicholas Sparks is one of the most jerkin writers in the world. If you liked A Walk To Remember,you'll love The Notebook. However, there were some parts that were removed and some parts added for cinematic purposes. The lines are great, very poetic. and the most noticable parts, the kissing scenes,hell there were a lot of'em.Smooch here smooch there even the viewers were doin it,just kiddin.
i loathed you @
8:49 PM
I think Im falling for her.
That's weird.
I want to make her mine.
But I think I cant.
I fear competition.
Im always jealous.
She's everything I want.
Im everything she hates.
Im pesky.
Im insane.
i loathed you @
6:16 AM
Sunday, September 05, 2004
After a night of booze.
Here I am,wasted at the wee hours of the morning.Using my friend's pc,I will tell you a short story about last night. Tagaytay is so freakin cold,what's worse is I didnt bring my jacket. The people im with are fully clothed while I wear a thin shirt and pants,my chucks cant even prevent the cold from getting to my feet. But thanks to the Mudslide,I survived. Its so freakin spooky here in my friends place,its so spacy and the ghouls are noisy,dammit,I am really wasted.
i loathed you @
6:25 PM
Saturday, September 04, 2004
Thanks KimSam
Hahahah,now I have my own blogspot. I want the world to witness the strange and eerie things that goes through my noggin.
i loathed you @
2:40 PM
Friday, September 03, 2004
Between Birds and Fishes
What's with Mulawin and Marina that about more than 50% of the population are going crazy about? Damn it!
i loathed you @
11:57 PM