Monday, April 27, 2009
3 in 1 plus 1 = 22
Tanggap natin na kantahin ni Vhong Navarro sa mga TV natin ang kantang 3 in 1 plus 1 ay por, kahit napaka walang saysay ng kantang to, pero kung si piolo pascual na ang kakanta nito,magkakaron ng sigalot sa mundo ng philippine tv, kasi di kaya ni piolo sabihin ang 2-3-4 flavors galore.
Oye, another year has passed me by, masaya naman ako ngayon, mas masaya nga lang kung grumaduate ako on time, kaso wala eh,masaya kasi sa college,ayan nag over stay pa ako. Nakakadepress at nakakainspire at the same time makita ang ilan sa mga kabatch ko grumaduate, hay, pero mas nakakadepress syempre dahil maraming ibang bagay ang pedeng maging inspirasyon sa pag-graduate, nagyoyosi na nga ako ng mga panahong yun di ko pa magawang matapos yung yosi ko,eh stress reliever ko na nga yun. Happy happy birthday talaga sana today, pano ba naman friday college grad,kahapon university grad, sunod sunod na celebration sana,tsk, sayang, ano ba kasing pinag-gagawa ko sa college life ko. Well kung isusummarize ko 3 bagay lang yun:
1)Nag-inom at pumarty - well nagsimula sa over-a-cup-of-coffee, naging tuesoc, nagsubside naman na ngayon
2) Nambabae - given ng malakas kumain ng oras to (yehes parang ang gwapo ko nampoota)
3) Tumambay - malamang ito pinakamalakas kumain ng oras ko,ang gumawa ng walang katuturang bagay, inhale exhale ka lang for a few hours.
Hay,simula nanaman ng 1 pang taon para sakin bukas, pero bago yun,magbalik tanaw muna tayo sa mga pangyayari last year. (Sineskwela theme song pasok)
Unang una, last year natapos ang love story ko na 3 years in the making, oo 3 years, parang pelikula talaga, mas matagal pa yung the making sa totoong palabas, para sakin pumatok naman ito sa takilya, ewan ko sa inyo, pero ako kahit tragic ending ok lang, hindi lahat ng palabas ay happily ever after talaga, namamatay din naman si FPJ pag nakipag barilan siya sa 10 helicopter, 23 tangke at 2 submarine. Hindi ko naman sinabing ako si FPJ kaya isang email lang sakin taob na ako.
Nais ko ring humingi ng paumanhin sa mga naudlot kong love story last year, di ko intensyon sayangin ang panahon niyo, and kung nakasakit ako in any way, pasensya na talaga, pede niyo akong sampalin, 5 piso lang kada hampas. Pero sana kalimutan na natin ang lahat, bitawan na dapat ang wala ng mapanghahawakan, sawa na rin ako sa paulit ulit na pag-papaliwanag. Lalo na ikaw,oo ikaw, this may sound harsh pero I think it's time for you to grow up. And besides, napakaraming lalaki sa mundo, kaya napakaraming mas higit sakin; anjan si Piolo Pascual,Dingdong Dantes,Johnny Depp at Marc Nelson, so far sila pa lang yung nakita kong higit sakin kaya no point being stranded for someone like me (naknangpootahhh ang gwapo mo balong!!!)
Pasensya na talaga, di uso sakin ang second servings, kasi ganun ang mundo, walang rewind, walang subtitles, at walang return and exchange policy pag di gumana basta may resibo ka. Laging forward ang takbo ng oras and there's no point pondering and remaining in the past. Ganyan talaga, ika nga ng Aegis, basang basa sa ulan, oo alam ko di konek yung sinabi ko sa nais kong ipahiwatig.
Last year nagawa kong mag quit magyosi ulit, pero 3 linggo lang halos, kasi ganung katagal lang din kami magkasama, oh di ba, only quitters quit talaga, at work is work. Nagkaron na rin pala ako ng sariling kwarto, and this is where no magic happens, di pa nga tapos pinturahan eh, kasi naman nagdarahop na ako. Kaya sana this year bumalik na ang mga salapi sa wallet ko, come on wala na nga akong kababaihan pati ba naman kaperahan wala pa.
Grabe,tumatanda na ako,tsk lalo na siguro mga magulang ko. Mother goose and pops, sorry at di pa ako graduate, di ko masabi sa inyo personally kasi di naman madrama ang fam natin in the first place. Dad di mo na ako kelangan regaluhan, sobra na yung pag-aralin mo pa ako ng 1 pang sem, eh dapat nga nagpapahinga ka na lang dito sa bahay,umuwi ka lang sobrang saya ko na kahit mag-away tayo agad sa 1st hour nating pagkikita. Pasensya na mother goose kung di lang minsan ako nagdulot ng hapis sa iyo, nanay nga talaga kita, kasi kaw lang ang babaeng kayang magcontain sa ugali kong sing baliko ng mga sungay ko. Onting tiis na lang po,malapit na ako grumaduate,well sana.
Siguro gang dito na lang muna isusulat ko,para maging valid na birthday writeup ko to,30 min na lang tapos na ang happy kaarawan ko. Maraming salamat sa lahat ng nakaalala, sa mga nagregalo (Les para sa cake at van para sa 2 boteng vodka),or kahit di niyo naalala birthday ko ok lang,thank you na rin at masunugan sana kayo, joke lang.
Masarap mabuhay dito sa mundo, kaya sana bigyan pa lagi ako ng pagkakataon mabuhay, at sana everyday may mapasaya ako,para naman maging worthwhile ang stay ko, at masabihan ako ng "The world needs more people like you, and I do,too", kasi ilang beses ko na yan sinabi sa mga chicks, syempre effective, tang na parang syoktong pag di ka pa nagkakaron.
There are places i'll remember
All my life though some have changed
Some forever not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All these places have their moments
With lovers and friends i still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life i've loved them all
But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these memories lose their meaning
When i think of love as something new
Though i know i'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know i'll often stop and think about them
In my life i love you more
Though i know i'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know i'll often stop and think about them
In my life i love you more
In my life i love you more
In my life by The Beatles
And yes the song says it all...
i loathed you @
11:45 PM
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Now You've Done It
Don't you hate it when people talk ill of you, to make things worse they can't say these things to your face. I mean come on dear, I didn't know you were this pathetic, I shouldn't have wasted me time with you in the first place.
Oh you were just telling the truth, good good, it's good that you try to do that shit sometimes, so I wouldn't be confused, I like things to be very straight forward, like Programming in C Machine Problems.
Maybe I should do the same, tell people the truth, about the sin, the past, but if I would do that, I would just stoop down to your level, and that's what am trying to avoid, turn into someone like you, pathetic and lame.
Sometimes it's best to just tell people what you really want, this makes things less complicated. And don't be surprised when people stand up to you, sheeeesh, someone has to do it, too bad it had to be me, well you're lucky it was me, for I could still keep the Grim and Evil at bay.
If talking trash and shit, oh excuse me, of the the truth would make you happy, fine, so be it. Don't expect me to be affected by your ranting though, there's nothing you could throw at me that I haven't already heard. But there's a million things that I could tell you that would cut you so deep you'd bleed out dry. Good for you am this nice that I could just keep mum and not bitch around like you do. But don't push it.
"So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
I'll be just fine pretending Im not"
-All That Ive Got by The Used-
Aba kawawa ka naman kung ako inaalipusta mo, ano ka pa kung ganun???
i loathed you @
9:37 PM
Monday, April 20, 2009
Curse the Weather
Come on man, I just washed the car yesterday, now it looks like I just finished a leg of WRC, sheesh. Somethin so not right with the weather, I guess global warming really makes it more interesting. Though it's raining it's still kinda hot, and yet there was a grave chill that just ran down me spine, or maybe it's just an insect, a spider or kukurach I guess.
It's a lie if you'd say you're not afraid to be alone, at the moment and in the near far future. Man is a social being, without other human beings, you'd most likely go insane and kill yourself, like love birds do.
"Birds of the same feathers make eggs together"
-Smart ass one liners by dude-na-hindi-punk (pen name)
Lintik na balahibo to oh,hirap makahanap ng kapareha, ano ako dodo??? Extinct na yung mga kauri ko, at ako na lang ang buhay??? Buti pa yung ibang tao,parang feather duster, yung balahibo galing sa samu't saring manok, kaya kahit kanino compatible. Eh kung magiging feather duster ako pipiliin ko na yung gawa sa sari manok o sa ibong adarna, para pang fairy tale ang dating.
Hindi ko naman sinasabing gusto ko ng gumawa ng eggs, oo masaya yun pero wala pa sa plans ko yun ngayon,you pervs. I just don't like being a lone wolf, well lone dodo pala, shivering in a good way is a good feeling talaga, and tis more potent than the strongest drug, could get you high and hooked in no time, parang spaghetti with a dash of marijuana.
Gang ngayon ba naman nagddrama ka My Dra.??? Hehehehe, well pareho tayo, and ayun remind me to buy you cats nga if the worst happens. But you're not the person who should be worrying bout these things, like I told you time and time again, you're gorgeous dear, ay wait sayo ko ba sinabi yun??? Oo sayo nga, yata...
"Isnt it ironic, don't you think?"
-Ironic by Alanis Morissette-
Yeah I really do think, for this is exactly what I prayed for, kaya I should be extremely overjoyed, tsk, kaso parang hindi ah...
Squawk,squawk or whatever sound that dodo's produce...
i loathed you @
8:50 PM
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Summer Heat (sizzle sizzle)
Before I take a crap today I decided to write something first, so when I take a dump later, full force na,hehe.
Summer time is the worst time to be single, goddamn it is. So much free time doin nothin, tis the time to be bitter, pano naman the other day nung nasa mall ako, gusto ko ng tanungin yung isang girl, "are you seriously going out with that guy???", hindi naman sa nanlalalait ako,di naman din ako gwapo, mejo lang, eh kasi naman,unfair talaga ang mundo. Dapat siguro maglandi na ako ulit, ang dami pa namang umiintriga sakin, "kaw balong kelan ka papakasal?" Punyeta kadate nga wala ako ngayon eh kasal pa kaya, tsaka nasira na ang concept ko sa kasal, makikiuso na lang ako, yung unang mabubuntis siya na ang ever after, bahala na kung happily o hindi, kaso isa pang dilemma, baog yata ako,tsk.
Gusto ko pa rin naman ng ideal wedding kumbaga, magsisimula as friends, magliligawan, maglalandian, magiging kayo, magiging kayo pa rin after a few years, mangangaliwa ako pero di niya mahuhuli, hanggang sa marealize ko na ready na akong magpakasal at may pambili na ako ng a million peso worth engagement ring,para sure na pakasalan ako syempre. Kaso baka may apo na kayong lahat wala pa ako dun sa realization state, pero eto nga yung ideal case for me,libre naman mangarap eh.
I guess me glory days are over, tapos na ang feeling-rockstar days ko, isa na lang akong supernova, yuck ambakla pakinngan, isa na lang akong ordinaryong indio, struggling for a better future, and searching for the perfect partner or whoever close to it. Teka, kelan ba naman ako nakaangat sa kapwa ko, di naman nanyari yun, parepareho lang naghihirap, nasasarapan at lumuluha sa araw araw na takbuhin. Pwera na lang kung anak ka ng the following:
1. Chavit Singson
2. Henry Sy
3.Lucio Tan
4. Gloria Arroyo
5. Mga magulang ng mga kaklase ko sa scuba diving
6. Sharon Cuneta
7. at syempre si Erap
Umuulan na at sakit na ng tiyan ko,tama na siguro to for now.
"If you have a minute why dont we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know"
-Somewhere only we know by keanne-
Summer ba talaga eh bakit umuulan???
i loathed you @
4:33 PM
Friday, April 17, 2009
Ohhhh may gaahhhhd!
It's so init here in the philippines that my hand like got burned when I made hawak the manibela the other day when I was on the way home from my scuba diving class. I was so inis kasi couldnt the government make the panahon more lamig here for us. Grabe...
Tang inang yan,nahahawa na ako sa mga kaklase ko sa scuba, tang ina kasi yang CRS eh sa 5 taon ko ng pag-aaral sa UP di ako nabigyan ng pre-enlisred na PE na gusto ko, ayan tuloy napunta ako sa class na mga haciendero at mga princessa ang laman. Di sapat na may kotse ka eh,dapat may driver,kasi kung wala pobre ka,kagaya ko. Tang ina,sa UP pa ba ako nag-aaral,paaralan ng mahirap,ulol,mahirap ba naman yung dual ang citizenship (Indio at dugong bughaw in one). Kaya ang lonely ko dun sa PE na yun,bad trip,nangangti kasi ako sa kasosyalan ng mga classmate ko.
Galit ako sa mangga,kasi habang nagddrive pauwi kahapon along CP Garcia may nalaglag na mangga mula sa puno,tumama kay hondy. Akala ko wala lang ng makita ko kanina,tang ina ang laking dent!!!! Hay,dahil jan maghihiganti ako sa mga indian mango sa ref.
On the softer side of the pudding...
The key to a happy life is lowered expectations.How many times have I said this shit???
I even gave it a shot. However, when you have lowered your expectations and still end up unhappy, aba, always aim for the stars na,so if you fall you land on the moon.
You are just a pretty face. Well buti na lang pretty ka, kung hindi,naku,hehe.
"All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade"
-Shimmer by Fuel-
At the moment I have nothing to be proud of, I have achieved none yet. Pero mas wala kang maipagmamalaki sakin, that am sure of.
i loathed you @
10:07 PM
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Careful careful
Be careful with what you wish for, you might just get it.
Am an extremely nice person but I don't know what I ate that made me do that, or allowed me to do that. You said you wanted out,so I let you do what you wanted, though twas against me will,well maybe. What's more alarming is that I am not bothered nor guilty for what I did, or what I let you do. Anyhoo, what's done is done so no more room for regret whatsoever. This really means farewell,finally.
Like I told you, no one probably has ever did that you, or would dare try. And like you told me, "iba ako". Of course am different, sad to tell you that your quips won't work on me everytime, drama wouldn't bring me to me knees. I may be ultimately nice but not to the point of stupidity,well sometimes. Well maybe I've flushed out what I feel for you, so I could be a total jackass and not be guilty bout it.
"You got a fast car, I want a ticket to anywhere"
-Fast Car by Tracy Chapman-
I have a fast car,and it just drove past you,sorry and farewell.
i loathed you @
12:04 AM
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Break's over, back to business
Holy week and the holidays are over. Back to work for some, back to school for me and it seems I head back to what I thought I was getting away from. And yes, we all know I have to put an end to this insanity.
Tis a shame that something so little can hold me this far back. Come on raging hormones, deal with it, hehe.
So what did you do over the holidays?
If you had tons of fun, curse you then.
"Met this girl on Monday, took her for a drink on Tuesday"
-Seven days by Craig David-
Of course Wednesday never came, thank heavens it didn't.
i loathed you @
12:23 PM
Thursday, April 09, 2009
Turbo TIme Consumer
Well that was a waste of good two months. Shame on you for wasting me time, shame on me for letting you. We would've been great I think, even though I know your past and all, however there's no more we, and I believe there will never be, just you, and me with a bad temper. I can't believe I was willing to overlook all that, am I that nice? Am I that desperate? Or are you just that good in luring me?
You never really know what you want, and that's exactly what I hate. And oh,don't flatter yourself too much, thank heavens I could hold me tongue most of the time. It doesn't hurt to be rational sometimes, actually it's wise to be.
This is no good bye, this is just a farewell. Good luck on what you want with your life, well whatever it is.
"Im in love with my own sins"
-America's Suitehearts by Fallout Boy-
From pseudo love to pity; see people do change, turbo fast...
i loathed you @
8:55 AM