Monday, July 28, 2008
Never Ever
Never ever have I ever felt so low
When you gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feeling yeah, you got me feeling really bad
Like I said am ultimately unhappy. I never expected Id be so devastated after that. I thought Id bounce back with ease. But now look at me, overweight, miserable and lonely.
And yes the man in me is dead, again. I never learn, we never learn I guess. I gave her my heart so she could break it again. I may be too old to be saying these things. But what the heck.
Maybe I was never meant to have her, like I said before, its much like a sin that heaven would forbid it.
I don't deserve this shit. Or maybe I do. Life was never really fair for me. I get what I want for the price of another. Things always work like that, give and take. Maybe I took too much, yet gave more than less.
So I write again to this blog, not so that everyone could read it, but because it's what makes me feel better, even just a bit.
Happyness, yes happyness, y?Labels: 32 flavors of bitterness
i loathed you @
1:04 PM
Friday, July 04, 2008
Hay
Hay
I am the saddest man alive. Because I am lonely. Ive never felt this way since 15 months ago.
Am definitely lost with words to say, the feeling is horribly undescribable.
I guess all good things do come to an end.
The hard part is what to do when it ends,tsk.
A simple happy monthsary would have been super.
But I guess she aint happy no more.
Well it has happened before,not too surprised now.
Good me boy,ye turnin to a man.
Break it to me urgently will ya??
Thanks dear.
i loathed you @
11:33 PM