Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Hey Jealousy
It's a real nice song by Gin Blossoms,I dont know really why I chose it to be the title of today's entry,am not jealous of any boogers around,or am I?HMMMM??
"Maybe we can drive around this town
And let the cops chase us around"
Well that often happens to me,the cops chase me around part,kidding,am a law abiding citizen,but I shoot people though.
I saw the utol chick I liked twice this week,the other day and yesterday,she's a freshie and i first saw her when there was a sign up booth for cb last month. And damn she's hot, she looks like a rockstar,and am totally head over heels when it comes to rock star chicks. If I see her today,imma do something,imma eat fire for her to notice me,hehe.Well the only thing I know bout her is she's from the locale of Washington,not DC indios, I cant believe earth was really that stupid,he even blurted out "eh di kana",no dum dum,it just happens she does look like one.
I will never grow tired of rockstar chicks,and paramore is to blame. All right I just finished downloading My Heart.
I had a chat with Kaye last night and she's one of those many women who could multi task(read,type,make report,chat), and she's also one of those many women who is so into One Tree Hill,and say anything about OTH she would go fan girl mode,and I mean fan girl mode,as in fan girl mode,as in girl stuff that make men's brows touch each other,and utter "huh?",basta fan girl mode. I still think Chad is a wuss,and Pete doesnt have a future on acting,he should just wear maskarra and pluck his bass.
Rockstar chicks,rockstar actors,what has the world turned into,this is worse than manny pacquiao's extreme magic sing ad. I miss the rockstar lifestyle,and if you think it was sex drugs and rock n roll lifestyle,engk wrong dum dum, well a bit,but it was more of a third world country underground rockstar thingy,third world country=poor slobs,underground=buried deep,hehe.
The utol chick reminds me of hayely, He created a being of such splendour,what better else to do?
"So keys mih"
i loathed you @
4:34 PM
Saturday, August 26, 2006
No Parking on Both Sides
Ok this may be long overdue.
I was supposed to make this post last thursday,but silly me,I fell asleep.
I didnt know a single thursday could be that jam packed with activity.
Well if you start drinking by 12 noon it would definitely be jam packed.
And the NCPAG/MASCOM/Whatever people I was with were great,because Gelo's ex treated us for a round of booze,and did I mention it was 12 noon. We were just at Nari's when all these people came and invited us for a round of booze,what am I to do,what am I to do??
Tag along of course,that's free booze!!Of to Sarah's we went.
At first I was shy as a turtle,for I knew only half of the people there,but when the mood started to pick up,we were doing the short short man thingy again,tihee. And I wouldnt forget when one girl uttered,"bakit nasa inyo ang pokus"?? Thank goodness I wasnt drunk or else I wouldve asked her,what the fuck is pokus?? Is that a magic trick thingy,hokus pokus??But all things come to an end and when my watch hit half past one,off to class again. The hot sun,warm beer and "bitin" feeling made it so fuckin hard for me to make a circuit,make certain measurements,tabulate results and all that crap Dexter does in his laboratory. But I still finished first,top that Mandark!!
If you think me day is over no sireee;my STS class,5:30-7, was good for a few snores,though I happen to have a huge crush on me seatmate,she's pretty hot really.I might have drooled on her shoulder when I was asleep,hehe,kidding.
And here comes the important part. The drive home,hmmmm.No I didnt pick up hookers round QC circle.
I picked a random CD from my hamburger.Since I was kicked from me band,I gave up me rockstar lifestyle,am a ghetto snob hommie from the hood now,yeah yeah, so most of me CD's were either Hiphop/RnB and Norah Jones,yup Norah Jones. And Hondy is much like her owner now,one loud bitch.I am proud of me barely finished audio system,not me old crappy car stereo,it's audio system now. Most people brag about their noisy audio system,well mine is loud,not noisy. It's loud enough to make your hair stand up,make women parts shake(go figure) and set off a car alarm two houses away.(These are all facts,I witnessed em meself).Ok back to the story,the CD I picked out was me slow jams cd and most of the songs were from female artists:Sorraya,Donna Lewis,Jewel,Paula Cole...Not that I hated their songs,these are the feel good reminice songs,and reminicing while driving is bad,last time I did it,I clipped my left side mirror,great. JenniferLove Hewitt got the best of me,no I wasnt like the crying lady driving down a long road with a top down car you see in the movies. Got the best of me means am thinking deeply while my speedometer doesn't go down below 80 km/h,the gas pedal was really floored.
It's a sunny day
But you're not around
That dog gone rain
Might as well be pouring down
It's such a shame
Cause my heart's on the ground
Just wanna be cool with you again.
I guess me stubborn bitching days are done.Please?
P.S.
I aint sure if that's my heart's or your heart's,but I prefer my heart's,screw you Jennifer Love Hewitt!
And there's something about Donna Lewis' I love You Always Forever that always bring me to a sweet spot happy place,hmmmm,and I really cant think of why.
i loathed you @
5:32 PM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Malignant na Yata Ah?
I didnt enjoy this long weekend,well every sick person wouldnt.
And the weather was a major bummer.
Well at least I saw me buddies way back in elementary,well most of em were from the other section,and they used to bully us dorks back then, but they were aight,really cool.And their first question was,"tatay ka na ba?" Fantabulous, hindi nga ako makabuo eh.
"All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade"
And this is so true,setting bitterness aside,when the thing you look up to the most would suddenly change,you'd feel disappointed. You looked so perfect back then,but now,look at yourself,blech.
You are perfect for some period of time but you faded away,and I dont know why.
Things change,yes yes,I know that crap,but I didnt expect yours to be that drastic. Hmmm,word of advice,shape up.
I want to quit smoking,God help me please. It has taken a huge toll on my life. And I no longer want to rely on alcohol to drown me sorrows, I no longer want to burn another load to keep me laughing, and I certainly dont want to watch Mystica perform in some crappy show in SBN 21 till I fall asleep.
I want you,perfect and pure,I want me twisted and hurt.
Look up.
i loathed you @
4:58 PM
Thursday, August 17, 2006
Madam Auring??
Me friend branded me madam auring for all my predictions on what would happen to him and his ex came true. Of course am correct,am bullimic,I read minds.
If that so,he asked me,why cant I predict what would happen to me??
And I was like you're fuckin right.
Why do I always make stupid decisions for myself?
I always percieve what's gonna happen to others, why cant I see what's up for me??
One answer crossed me noggin,am too cocky!!??!!
Nachoooooooooooooooooooooo!
i loathed you @
4:04 PM
Saturday, August 12, 2006
And Now What??
I cant sleep. A dozen rotten memories came rushing back. Before I go out tomorrow and start shooting people,I'll just type away tonight. And yes,I will shoot you too,of course.
Two of my classmates in PI 100 are pregnant,wala lang sharing.
I told meself not to do it
But I still did
Why?
Curiousity
And if curiousity killed the cat,would it kill me,too?
I believe lung cancer would get the best of me,not the cat.
When men have problems we smoke a pack in an hour
But I didnt have any problems,well not till 5 minutes ago.
Maybe it's not really a problem,just a spur of the moment emotion.
And Im emotional again???
I believe Ive shut down most of em,but I still have low tolerance to pain.
Physical pain that is.
Life is harsh,and most of the time unfair.
I told everyone that,they just laughed at me.
Till shit hit them hard and realized am right
Of course I laughed at them ,too.
Lintik lang ang walang ganti,ahihih.
A man's pride is just as important as his balls.
Because you can't step on neither of the two.
Cause if you do,it would fuckin hurt.
I guess my balls are the only things whole to me now.
Before I drive meself crazy,yes I would shoot you right between the eyes.
And the person next to you,too.
I wouldnt bother shooting meself,mawawalan ng trabaho ang coppers.
Am fat,tired and unhappy,a perfect psycho blend.
Homer is the only person that could make me smile.
Oh wait,he's just a cartoon.
I believe the worst is still to come
Am I ready??
Not yet,to be honest.
Bed Dead
It's like I lost my reason to live
Like being sober after three
Like being wasted before nine
You made a mark,happy now?
I dont know what to call you
Cant even describe you now
Am I a burnt match again?
Or your bitter butter bud
I need peace
You cut me loose
I must go
But am stuck
You are everywhere
And so am I
I havent seen you pass by
I'll just count to ten
I am unfair,cruel and wicked
You made me pure
Impossible it is to believe
Go back to five
I dont need you
That am sure of
Let the current take me away
Somewhere far from you
Am off to bed,tomorrow,shoot people of course.
i loathed you @
5:19 PM
Bachus My Shorts
I hate mp days,you have to elegantly write a computer program,Imma kill me prof if I fail this subject. Elegant??Do you want me to put swans in it???Fuck you pug nosed freak.
i loathed you @
4:15 PM
Saturday, August 05, 2006
Pin Cushion Man
This is the longest half day ever in me college life. Though I only had one class, I was so stressed out. After lunch, me and me buddy tonio decided to donate blood,cause we are not wussies and this is for humanity. That's why I hate doctors,they tell you stuff you dont want to hear:high blood ka,wag ka na magyosi,wag ka na uminom,mag condom,ahh bull crap, but I went on,cause this is for humanity. I went first,tonio's attendant was a hottie,mine was a pechay,blech and she didnt care if I die in that bed,more blood for them I guess. They pierced my right arm,a few blood went out,then nawala sa tusok sa ugat yung needle. So she had to place it back to order. She was trying to find me vein while the needle was still half way through,then naging pin cushion na ako,sundot tusok hanggang sa namanhid. She gave up then sabi nya,sige sa kabila na lang. This is for humanity,yung over 150 ml kong dugo ay tinapon lang,sa left arm na lang kukuha ng blood. This is for humanity,buti nag hit the spot na sya nung sa left,kung hindi,baka sa leeg na ako kunan eh.I lost more than 600 ml of blood but still had enough to kill a nurse. I was the only donor who had patches on both arms because the fuckin nurse failed at the first attempt!All for humanity,I felt like Brad Pitt.
Then at home,both my arms ache,especially the right one,the disfunctional arm. And perfect timing,a friend passed by,may gig sila,with my other friends. And my girly friend was there too,welcome smooch right out the front gate,thank goodness mother goose didnt see it. I got dressed when I arrived she was about to leave,real bummer,I had more than enough blood pa naman,tsktsk.Idaan mo na lang sa gin dong,tihaya ka pa,buti may risirba.
Tang na,hindi ko narinig yung pressure,may nag-Paramore nga hindi pa tinugtog yung peyborits ko. Leche,and there was one girl who really looked like my ex,spooky memories ,nyargh!
And the cold steel wall
slammed right between us,
no matter how much I screamed,
you didnt hear me.
You walked on
I scratched my butt cheeks
Well initial reaction eh
On september I will celebrate my 1st year of being single. Welcome to losersville,me boy. Well am single now cause I opt to be,for perfection is very hard to find. Yes nobody's perfect,to your eyes maybe,I saw perfection,more than twice I guess.The hunt for the next perfect being. Maybe I did grew up,back then I would be happy with a two month fling, now I see it as a waste of time. Am still okay for hook ups that wouldnt last for two weeks though,come on am still a man,and men have a natural knack for hitting on drunk women,haha.
But if ever you're drunk
I'll hold your hand
Walk you out the bar
And watch the night sky with you
You may puke all you want
I'll just laugh and rub your back
I wouldnt go for a kiss
You just barfed silly
Well maybe before that
I would drive you home
Carry you to bed
Tuck you nice and tight
Kiss you good night
Shut the door,turn off the lights
I'll just sit beside you
Watch you sleep
Wait till you wake up
For you are most beautiful that time
But I know when you're already sober
You'd want me out
I have nothing else to do
No more words to say
But hot pandesal anyone????
And out!
i loathed you @
6:21 PM
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Worse than Losing an Erection on the First Booty Call
I decided to spend my quality time not going to school cause it's fuckin raining. Id rather stay home and sleep,but since Im awake it's go time...
This is worse than any erection or failure of it.
This is not usually me,or maybe I do like to complicate things for me, though there's always an escape goat of some sort. But if I aint goin to make things hard for me,I will never learn,never grow up,never be fucked up.
"You see my face,I see your back,I shudder."
Not much like shudder,I wobble.
"Cause you are my beloved ghost"
"Here I'll wait for you to sing"
This is so EMO.
I just stare out the window letting the cold wind blow my shorts off.
Am a man of many principles,but for you I have none,Ive stalled and am falling fast to the ground,Ive crashed and burned.
I have solutions for every problem people ask me about,but for my own problmes,I stink.
Oh yeah,the face that could launch a thousand ships sent me back.
i loathed you @
11:32 PM