Monday, February 26, 2007
Ms. Elusive
It was very hard for me to write this down because we were texting a while ago and she just went to bed. There are a lot of things I want to write about,but too many things are running through my nuggin. But to start with,if you want the most decent love advices,dont listen to 96.3 wrock on saturday afternoons, tang ina sasakit ulo niyo.
How do you do it?
Make me feel like I do
-Stellar-Incubus-
How was I able to fall for the girl who was the first to,(erm warning might sound cheesy),smash me heart into pieces all over again? Me boys even disprove of what I did,asking me if I wanted to hit the showers also. But once again,I am in deep,and damn it feels good.
People always say perfection doesnt exist in this world,but how come I have seen it twice already? To me,you are perfect,flaws and all,still perfect up to now,even though you have hurt me before,here I go again falling all too fast. Who was the other perfection you might ask,well she's somewhere in saudi now, but y'all know that,come on,cut me some slack here.
I am more cautious now,I better be,because am fucking scared of what she can do to me. But I need her back,and am willing to give up of most of what I have and what I do just for her.
I guess I never learn,maybe I never will.
In a few hours I will see you again,back to insanity.
Ms. elusive,the biggest jerk I know took you away,then you fell for a psycho-self-regurgitating drunky.I have nothing much to be proud of,not much to offer you,cause am just a wallflower. But I do love you,it may not be enough but I know thats what I could do.
Sleep well me dear.Labels: cough it all up
i loathed you @
1:03 AM
Monday, February 12, 2007
I Dont Need Your Sympathy
I dont need your sympathy,I need cash.
I should end my passivist shit style of doing things.
I guess things wouldnt really turn out the way we want them unless we do something bout it.
But that fact is already given.
Im in a phase where I lost my knack for writing and bitching,making this blog pathetic and screwed,which already was long before.But I know what to do,I need substance,I need life,I need to read again.
Reading made my mind tick in a shrewd manner. Each book offers a different insight,a different view and perspective,very far from the present condition of my mind,which is like an overcooked popcorn.
You bashful one
Who is the sanctuary of my pain
The only reason to be happy
And furious at the same time
Made me beat more than twice
And now you're free again
I'll take what's rightfully mine
No matter what it takes
So bewareLabels: blech
i loathed you @
1:33 AM
Sunday, February 04, 2007
Back to the Stone Age
Of all the things that could possibly happen to me on a saturday,this is probably the worst,not being able to sleep because of the noise from a "pasayaw sa baranggay","pasayaw sa baranggay",putang ina ano yun???
Pasayaw sa baranggay-a local festive where a bunch of mindless people set up humongous speakers,turn it to full volume at around 10 pm,baryo people get attracted like shit to a fly,party their asses out, and cause major headache to people like me.
What the fuck is wrong with these people??A hint of decency wouldnt hurt,right??Oh well,how many more do I have to kill to establish world peace?
Singleness awareness day is around the corner, can i stand the itch??Labels: blech
i loathed you @
1:47 AM