Monday, September 25, 2006
Gasp
For the past two hours I cant fuckin breathe,and it's not fuckin normal,it's unlike my usual asthma attacks. It's like my lungs are being crushed. Gasp
The sem is drawing to an end,two weeks from now,am going to Bohol baby,I wonder what the women are like in that side of the country.Eh di ano pa kundi bisaya!Nyeh!!
Ang TV na!
i loathed you @
4:17 PM
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
This Way Please
It's official,the bum I know as Raymundo(earth) is getting married. Though I would love to go to the mountains and live there peacefuly, he assigned us to be ushers(let it burn),for the reception. Sheesh,I wanna be head of security.
I went to school yesterday(or today) to play tekken,eat dinner and drink beer. And I missed drinking beer with mundo and tonio,heck they are the best drinking buddies. And we get to ask mundo how it feels when within a month he can no longer run free in the plains of wilderness.
Then the cheesy part came. The digging of the past,my past most.
(All three of them in unison):Ang taas kasi ng pride mo balong,why not give it another shot,another try,you have nothing to lose naman eh. Takot ka bang mabasted?Uli?
Yes my pride is higher than my pee. Yes I have nothing to lose and everything to gain. Yes I am afraid to be shattered again. And yes I am this pathetic without her. And do you think it feels so good to face the ground everytime she's round?
"There is no wrong timing to make the right thing"
Screw you Molo's
With this I drop my pride,I shatter meself,and make meself more pathetic than ever.
Am not drunk nor high,well am just like what I said,this pathetic.
i loathed you @
5:06 PM
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Im Bluer than Pink
Damn, my depression level is above the charts today. I dont know why. Maybe because am not used to being left alone in the house anymore. Me mom's always somewhere at work. Both me sisters are at work. I cant go out,and my buddies are all too busy with their lives. Am lonely and pathetic in short.
The sem is about to end and nothing exciting happened.I have passing grades for all my subjects.I couldnt ask for more.
Take away my wings
I no longer feel the air
Nor the clouds in the sky
Impossible it may seem
To shut down all emotions
For I am human
When will this empty seat
Be occupied again
Only you could answer
Perfect as you are
Blissful as I am
What are we then?
I face the ground
Always you may notice
Dont ask why
I emptied myself
But my soul is there
Just look closely
I thought I needed you
Maybe I still do
Take my hand
The pain and agony
Worthless piece of me
All because of you
You know you're handsome if you're a host of It's a Guy Thing
i loathed you @
4:54 PM
Saturday, September 16, 2006
It's The Season to be Ugly
Everyone's breaking up this season,me sister and her man,me high school buddies,it's freakin hilarious. And everyone's into blogs,well back then cool ka kapag may blog ka,and I would go like"hey check out my blog" and most of them would be like "my golay you wrote that?".But now sheesh,blogs are overrated.
Well most people did what I and many others did to their blogs,pour their angst in it.
Mine is overflowing though,angst,qualms and pure wholesome bitching.The internet is so useful,you're feeling down,blog it,you're happy blog it,you're horny,go take a bath then.
My fingers ache,wrapping 50 himnarios is quite tiring.
If I cant be a better person to other people,at least I know am a better person in front of God.
I know what am doing is still not enough to compensate for my sins,but it's a start.
How bout you,what have you done for Him lately?
i loathed you @
5:08 PM
Sunday, September 10, 2006
Happy Birthday To You,Too
Aight it's my singleness awareness anniversary.Yipee!
Goin out and partyin would be a great way of celebratin it but no my family abandoned me with our maid,so I have no choice but stay home and weep. I have ran out of beer,and that tequila looks so fuckin tempting,even without the women that comes along the body shots. So I just sit my ass down in front of the computer and let the magic fingers do the work.
I dont know how,but I might get used to being single for a longer while,since school is continuously draining my male potency. But when the sem break comes,back to the ball game of fishin,fishin tahong,pusit and hipons. And we will make one happy kebab,ahihihi.
And where's the infamous El Gimikero,at home eating chiquito watching cable tv. So much for my part-a, part-b and part-e-ing days.
The Dengue Scare
What a meaningless death
To be bitten by a bug
The smallest of the pests
Could make you stay in a bed
I donated blood
I hope someone could use it
Not only it is flammable
It is a potent substance,too
There's no crystal meth
No cokes nor screws
Burgers and shrooms
Are what am hooked in to
The issues with v's and Gary
The problem with e's and ate's
Volcanoes and bliss
Tests and liscences
Why should I fear dengue?
Why should I fear death?
I haven't seen the worst yet
Which warrant of arrest?
Am empty and broke
With no one else to blame
Selfless and shameful
Witty and insane
I tip my cup for that one
I tip my cup for you
I take a sip of heaven and hell
Before I sleep I'll think of you
And all the pain Ive been through
Am single and you are small
Am not so happy after all
i loathed you @
4:20 PM
Thursday, September 07, 2006
But Anyway
It's not a good day for blogging but anyway. I just found out that this blog still has a decent amount of readership. And whatever I wrote here,please let it stay here. Come on,for heaven's sake, no broadcasting.
I had a row last night,1 litre red hoes,1 shawarma plate,2 pita bread,uhmmm,mmm good.
I got 2 fuckin gen ad tickets for uaap cheer comp,and I have no one to go with me on sunday,because my freakin sister backed out,gahhh,I do hope the yin yang twins will come.
Promoted nanaman ako sa tungkulin ko,Pangulo na ako ngayon ng dako,dating Jr. Kagawad,after years,voila, big shot na ako,or maybe not.
Bakit kaya walang maganda sa lokal namin,kung meron man,sobrang konti.
At ang analogy namin ni Angol,swerte talaga ang mga utol na chicks,mas kailangan mag-effort naming mga lalaki. Sa isang utol na liligawan mo,2 sanli na ang makukuha mo for the same effort. At sa case ko,siguro 5 is to 1 ang ratio,dahil malas ako,eheheh. 5 nga chicks mo,sunog naman kaluluwa mo,tsktsk,ang sarap maging mabait.
Makapagkometi na nga lang,back to my favorite hobbey.
This heart it beats,beats for only you,my heart is yours.
Then I guess Im dead.
i loathed you @
3:10 AM
Monday, September 04, 2006
A Sense of Fulfilment
Last night I was with two of the most wonderful and beautiful ladies in this ugly place called world. I was really overwhelmed just being in their presence and they were super cool to be with,true people and walang kaartehan. I never thought people that beautiful would be so simple and wonderful.
It's better for me to go out with women that I dont have any attraction to because I could be totally meself,I dont have to prove anything,I drink,I smoke,I curse,I swear and it's ok to them. And did I mention they are really beautiful and hot.
This world is an ugly place,but you two seemed so beautiful to me,thanks a lot.
Till next time.
i loathed you @
9:44 AM