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Sunday, March 18, 2007
No Diving but No Thank You
This post is long overdue. A lot has happened in these past two weeks,and it all started one faithful tuesday. But i guess i wont be writing about that,maybe some other time.
I am not happy Nor am I sad I guess am just fine
How could they have done it? While I struggle everytime I really suck at this
I am patient As always No need to rush
For a chance Id give up most of what I have But still not enough
I am pathetic I am lost I am sober
I was hurt Then I recovered So I can be hurt again
I dont have you That am sure of Far from it to be exact
I need you But you dont need me And that sucks
After two years After all that happened I surrender meself again
Most of em says no But I am stubborn I am silly and stupid
I am weak Because of my fears Because of what you could do
A piece of heaven An angel within reach The last line of decency
We are so different You know that In almost everything
I always wanted what I cant have A wishful thinker A blissful person
I am not happy I am not fine Then maybe I am sad
My chest burns at this moment For no certain reason But I guess I know
My mind is too cloudy,I need to go to bed. Im a loser,I know.
What is next to cleanliness??Could it be patience??Then that means time is really really gold??
I dont like the rain,I like the cool breeze but I dont like the rain,especially when there's no twisted sunshine around.
I hope it doesnt rain tomorrow,me and some high school buddies are goin swimming,and I hope they dont go on a drinking spree,I just got cleansed. And I feel so blessed,when the tip of my finger touched that piece of bread,I really felt it.
"A real messy beautiful twisted sunshine" -Ever After-Bonnie Bailey
I guess I do need a miracle for things to come me way.