Saturday, August 23, 2008
And I Dont Know Why?
And I Don't Know Why?
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you
And you dont know why
*Everything You Want-Vertical Horizon*
My head is still aching due to the lack of sleep, dehydration and the booze last night. And the fact that theres another booze session tonight isnt really helping at all. But am a good boy now so am not drinking tonight. Instead here I am banging my keyboard for a another fun-filled story of my life,yeah right.
Last night:
Last night twas okay,me and my best buddies gathered to celebrate our 6th anniversary, happy anniversary to PALAKOL(People Against Liquor And Knowledge Of Lust) ,though we were down in numbers I can say twas a success.
I found out me friend and his girl for 3 years finally broke up,"wow uso talaga to ngayon" was whats in my mind, aside from teenage pregnancy, break ups are as common as chinese people in 168 mall. Well that guy doesnt have to be depressed at all for he is the pinoy Usher,for real, but still he seemed devastated. I was gonna go "wait till you hear my story" but since I wouldnt want to feel uberly miserable last night I just kept mum. Actually ka tonio said that his(the other guy) sad story was nothing compared to mine, but no one dared ask me what happened to me so I didnt share me story,actually theres nothing really to share since am still hlaf clueless of what really happened. Like before, am still playing pin the tail of the donkey,on the monkeys ass. Or I already know the truth but too scared to face it. And oh thanks to karen for trying to comfort me.
Giving her what she wants or needs doesnt necessarily mean you getting what you want or need.
"Ooohhh would you hurt the man who loves you??"
Of course you would, you need this.
i loathed you @
11:11 PM
Monday, August 18, 2008
Is the beer bitter??
Is the beer bitter?
Or is it just me. Actually I am 32 flavors of bitterness right now. And I dont expect things to get better soon.
You think it's fair to do whats best for you and you alone
Its only fair to do the same to me when youre not home
I think its time to make this something that is more than only fair
So if you call I will answer
If you fall Ill pick you up
And if you court this disaster
Ill point you home
*Call and Answer-Barenaked Ladies
Such a nice song,really hits the spot.
I almost became bankrupt awhile ago, I guess am really an impulsive buyer,
I dont think much,I just whip out the cash (naks), I guess I could also spend the money Ive been saving for us since summer,since theres no more us,I have something left for me at least.
Super long weekend,I have to get catch up with my sleep. I have to burn 10 Kgs off my ass, and I have a ton of school work to do,hay,this is the life.
Beer and moo fries dont match. Wow moo fries,may tizzers na ako sa bahay! Where the heck is tizzers?? Best damn potatoes ever.
I am meant to be alone,for I take more than what I give,so deal with it.Labels: grief
i loathed you @
8:55 PM
Friday, August 01, 2008
So,what now??
I really cant understand you dear,seriously.....
I hate it when it rains all day. I guess the weather and I are expressing the same feelings. Hay, how I wish I could take a drag outta a cigarette right now, but I cant,cause am at home,hehe.
So what now?? The question I wish I could answer. And I was hoping she'd tell me but I guess she decided to keep it to her self again. Or maybe am just too stupid to know that this is really the end, that there's no more us, there's just her and there's me.
Me, poor old me. I guess all the sleep I got from my jeepney rides really paid off, for am still awake till now. There's nothing good to write about really, I just want to tap my keyboard, in a sensible manner. And as if someone would read this post. I dont think I have imaginary readers as well. That means I read what I write, and aint that silly.
Hay am really miserable,let the rain pour down,show me what you got.Labels: Dripping
i loathed you @
11:54 PM