Thursday, May 31, 2007
Rainy Season Once Again
It's Raining Cats and Dogs
Poor animals, imagin em falling on your roof,on your car's windshield, on your head,what a mess.
And if pigs and hippos start falling from the heavens, damn,better take cover,better yet,start praying dear friend,cover wont do you any good.
The cold is okay as long as someone is keeping you warm,and how to produce the heat,just be creative,creative but careful at the same time,you know that next to heat is fire.
"So little time so much to do"
-Arkarna-
That's what I feel right now,I hope we could find time for each other for I know we will both be very busy this sem. And I dont think we havent accomplished anything yet in our to-do list,hay,if only I could make time stop,super hero na sana ako.
And if I had money right now,I'll buy the whole Raon.
i loathed you @
10:19 PM
Saturday, May 19, 2007
But I Wish You Were
You're not mad but I wish you were only mad at me.
For I felt a different chill when we parted ways a while ago.
The same chill i felt 2 years ago.
I knew there was something wrong when I kissed you and I didnt feel the warmth.
I knew there was something wrong when I asked you if you still love me and you didnt know what to reply.
I knew there was something wrong when I saw your eyes,cause your eyes gave you away.
2 years ago,I would have been drinkin meself to death and smoking me lungs out because of this. I'll try to kill meself before the man in me dies. Unfortunately,the man in me always dies first. Right now I have more than enough alcohol to knock me out till next week,I should be doing the same right now,however am not,cause drinkin would get me nowhere,instead what i want to do now is pray,for Him to still give me strength,and ask Him if I could still have her.Its amazing how long it took me to have her but He could take it away in an instant.
Its not you who doesnt deserve me,its me who doesnt deserve you. And I guess you finally found that out.
I almost beat the crap outta me classmate in judo,I still want to beat the crap outta him now,I was already in a bad mood after what happened then that retarded added to me problems,thank heavens me classmates held me back,actually it took 4 or 5 of em to hold me back,at times like this,I am at kill mode.
Now you know when I write. I write when am scared,am scraed of losing you again,and killing the man in me again. I write when am sad,what I feel now is worse than that. I write when am mad,I dont know how much more I have to give up before I could trully have you for right now I know you still have doubts. I write because I think I found out you no longer love me.....
"You know you do,you kill me well"
Ohio is For Lovers-Hawthorne Heights
And death is only the beginning.
i loathed you @
11:59 PM
Sunday, May 06, 2007
Ice Cream, Grappling and Korean Movies
I hate ice cream, it taunts me, it provokes me, "eat me" i hear in me head.
And since am easy to provoke,easy to taunt, i easily give in.Grrr,i need to cut the fat.
Summer classes really help me let the time pass, hay 3 more weeks till I see her again.
I really enjoy judo,well only because I was able to throw a guy 30 pounds heavier than I am. Well, twas not really a throw,much like a counter to his attempt to throw me, but anyways,I got the ippon(a whole point required to win a match).Me prof told us that she would only choose 8 people that would compete in the final practical exams, a tournament,either interclass or interschool.How I wish I could be 1 of the powerful 8. How I wish it would be an interschool tourny,so I could beat the crap outta Atenean rich asses. But i still need practice, I need to be a spapartan real quick,hehe. My sister thinks grappling is for fags, I wonder if I look so gay when am on top another man,blech...
Korean's make the best movies ever,not porn movies people,seriously(sly smile)..
That's why we willingly let them invade our country,we are hypnotized by their movies.
12 in 1 dvd's are the best, people get more addicted to it faster than weed and shabs.
I wonder what happened to Prison Break Season 2 and Heroes, i hate it when you buy a dvd with only 9 of the latest episodes of the series that you love, what a waste of good cd space.
Oh here she is..
i loathed you @
9:36 PM