Wednesday, February 23, 2005
Hohum
"I cant be wihout you,as a matter of fact,ohhhh,I want you back."
This shit keeps on playing in my head,I cant get rid of it.
Do I really want her back?
Last sunday morning,after getting wasted and attending the fair,there I went out again with her,just like we used to do months ago.
It was like something new to me,it felt different.
I think I should be happy having a chance to be with her again,just the two of us,but no,this time,ahh crap.
I remember I taught her to maximize her resources during the time i was not yet into her and lots of em are trying to date her,but now what I taugth her was also used on me.
Here's the story......
I was so fucking tired and bored of watching the fair saturday night,I dont know why,must be because of the exam I had earlier.I went back to the tambayan just to find myself caught in another belly-busting-drinking-session with alumnis,yeah,they were fun to be with,I was even hoping for a hook up with one of em but Im still young,ehehe.
Went inside the tambayan o rest,have a little sleep,but I cant,cause she's in there.We played and talked a bit,even discussed why she was smoking now.(Well I just saw her holding a lit cigarette,that means she tried it)
Blah blah balh,har har har,this is what happened to me,what the fuck happened to you?
Because I was the only person steady enough to walk with her,she asked me to accompany her to the comfort room in Vinzons.Then I got hungry,and we both agreed to have breakfast and get some of her stuff,because they're going trecking later that day.
I wont give much details of what happened next but I'll put it this way,we were together but me being so awkward of whats happening.Many things were running in my head.
But there was nothing wrong with what I did,Im just a super kind guy,bullshit.
I dont know,the boy in me wants her,but the lurking devil says no,you've had enough of a girl turning your once miserable life into a more unescapable piehole of crap.
Damn,Im really confused now..
i loathed you @
4:55 PM
Thursday, February 17, 2005
Drunk,Wasted for the Exam
Ahhhhh,5 bottles of beer,down in my system,same old same old,the sisig my sister made was so damn good,I cant stop munching on it faggot friend is sleeping,he looks funny. Her friend is so hot,if only I could take down her boy friend,but Im half wasted,plus I have an exam tomorrow. One more beer then off to bed I go.
Thanks for your kindness dude,I may need some of your smart ass one liners. But you always have a way of making me happy,kaya thanks a lot.
Now some more sisig!Graaaah!
P.S.
Dude ayos din sa Kaye ano?ehehehe.You know what I mean,ehehe.
i loathed you @
4:14 PM
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
Tears on the grass
I was so damn excited to play at the Up fair,Everything was prepared,practice was perfect.The night came,due to some circumstances,we were moved a slot and were only allowed with two songs.Up to the stage I go,grabbed my mic,drums started,lead guitar was good,but the rhythm guitar,what the fuck sound are you creating,we're off beat,fuck it!I blew the first line,i cant bare to listen to that ugly sound of the guitar my bandmate was using,ahhh we blew it guys,we're playing crap!
Buti na lang no one booed us,well maybe in their thoughts though. I was so ashamed of my self,up at the stage after performing,i curled myself into a ball.When I got down I was on all fours trying to beat the crap out of the ground and tear every strand of grass I could grab on to.
I promise we play better than what you guys saw,we dont suck big time,that was the worst performance ever. Im a born loser.Give me a kiss,happy valentines,you bastards!
i loathed you @
3:09 PM
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
I got no crystal balls!
Yeah hhehhee,me and my band will be able to play in the biggest stage of all,the UP Fair 2005,oh yeah!I could already smell the chicks!Just kidding.
I really want to sing Bike Scene of Taking Back Sunday on that night,its for my special someone someone,it really suites her,"I wanna hate you so bad!,but I cant!",yeah I would sing that right in front of her face if possible.
Maybe I should hate you for this.Maybe I should hate you for this.
i loathed you @
4:41 PM
Saturday, February 05, 2005
Turbo C,the greatest pain in the ass!
i loathed you @
10:12 PM