It's the start of another wonderful sem. This should be the last one however, the college slacker that I am, decided to prolong my college education for one more sem. Am sorry dear mother and father for even though you guys raised me well and gave me pretty much everything that I wanted and needed, I still failed you for I couldnt graduate on time,well thats life,shit happens. And failing happens to the best of us, I just happen to be better at it than anyone else. At least I am 2 sems away from graduating,only a few units away from proving to everyone who looked down on me that I aint a worthless piece of sheyt and maybe prove to parents(esp. mothers) that I may be worthy of having their daughter's hand. I may not be a billionare, an heir nor a genuis, but I am a man with an ambition and the drive to better himself,hungry for success and some potato chips at the moment.
It's surprising how many people around me are breaking up. Is this a fad?? Well who wants break ups other than people singing "Sad to Belong" during booze and videoke nights. But for me who sings "The Hurt" this certainly is a tragedy over and over again. On the bright side, I wont be the only person spending his Christmas alone in the cold. Oh wait, I dont have Christmas,so fuck that thought. But it isnt all bad, there is still hope for some of em,like the story of Civil Buddy and Old Genuis, civil buddy says theyre still talking, and this isnt really the first time they broke up,so I think Civil Buddy would find a way,if not,what a tragic loss this is.
And there's also My Dra. and The Apprentice, lasted more than a year, but suddenly the train stops. Guess what the problem was,ding ding ding,right parents and studies and the unfair roullete of life. Too bad for the apprentice Dra. is one hotty, and I started noticing that a long time ago but it took a lot of time for that info to reach me brain from me eyes,and me brain processes things slower than the Philippine Judicial Process,in short when I realized that,twas too late. Anyhoo, what the hell she's single again,wanna take a shot me boy?? Meh...
Kudos to the people who could bounce back from such tragedy; for I know I couldnt. Am still stuck wishing for silly things that I know wouldnt happen unless Erap becomes president again. Maybe I have reached my limit,I thought I could bend and not break,I didnt realize I was already brittle and fragile. And here I am still shattered to pieces,without even an effort or struggle to recollect meself. I am horribly weak when it comes to this.
The only way to revive oneself I guess is to let go of all the wonderful things you used to have with the other person. Love changes the perception of people to simple things,monay becomes cake,tuyo into salmon and cheap hotel rooms become the king's quarters. Shed a new skin, turn a new leaf, put the egg in the basket,yeah whatever.
If only twas that easy for me. The fact that even though she gained a little weight she's still the one capt. winky would salute to, doesnt help either. I need to be half amazing,and find someone way hotter than her,then I'll be alright. The problem now is,where to start looking. Up there buster...
"Its amazing how Little Miss Philippines brought the world of the Big Bad Wolf down, for the second time around. "
-Little Red Riding Hood
Now Imma eat ya.