Saturday, November 26, 2005
Humpy Dumpy the Rotten Egg
Nothing good to write about,oh well the only significant thing that happened in my life right now is that I got caught between the crossfire of two bitches,my ex and her friend. They were fighting I scolded my ex,then her very stupid friend whom she had a fight with sided with her. And now Im the the one who is "evil".
But I dont need them around,hell with them as if they would be a significant loss(wow ang bitchy).But my blood pressure really took a rise eh,if they would turn up against me they shouldnt have told me bout their problem,especially that stupid bitch whos brain is as narrow as divisoria streets during december.I dont know what excuse for a brain they both have.
Why are men always have to be the victims of women? Like my mother who scolded me back then when she found out I broke up with my girl even though it wasnt my fault and most of my exes are witches with the capital B.
Am so not lucky when it comes to relationships,the girl may be pretty but it would still fall down after a couple of months or so.
Do I have a problem?Hmmmmm,nahh!I just need someone whos brain ticks the same way as mine does.And definitely someone mature,no more teeney bopper bratty pain in the ass patweetum but thuper pretty chicks for me.I go for the intellectual young lady or the yuppy woman down the street now.
Am starting to appreciate the simple beauties of this world,and I feel good.
I really like what you've done to me
I cant realy explain it
Im so into you
-Tamia=So Into You-
I still dont know how to tell you though.Sleep well then.
i loathed you @
7:00 PM
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
†Book 4(The Movie)Sucks†
Tang ina,(yes,you read it right,tang ina talaga),the Goblet of fire was so fucking disappointing. What happened with the S.P.E.W.(is it correct?),the house elf that was blamed for the dark mark,dobby giving harry the gilliweed or whatever that slime was spelled.
Buti na lang Cho and Fleur were thuper uber babes,as well as Hermione. Krum,pumpkin headed ex-convict;Cedric,British Backstreetboys clone;the Weasley twins,wicked,Patil twins,blech.And the rest of the french chicks,except madame maxim that is,are yummy.
Before the movie I realized that women have to run to the comfort room,heck they were fast.And Filipinas are the most beautiful women in the world(yeah it sounds like a commercial)
And to the rich ass bastards,women wouldn't want to hear how fast your car is when on a date. I saw a dork who did nothing but brag about his "fast car" to his date.What a fuckin loser!
Things that your date should know about you(for men):
1.The doggy way you laugh
2.Favorite things(movie,color,food,etc)
3.The intellectual joker that you are
4.Common interests
5.You are to pay for the date
I absolutely love her when she smiles.
-Ninedays=Absolutely(Story of a Girl)-
i loathed you @
6:38 PM
Monday, November 14, 2005
The Guy That Laughs in a Funeral
Do you think it would be disrespectful if you would laugh in a funeral.Well I just came from one,the grandfather of my friend passed away,all we did there was eat and laugh,even he was in no obvious grief,maybe he had already accepted it.
Another day without sleep,I dont know how long my body could withstand this.
Am wonderin why when some relative of my friends pass away,I am always the first one they inform,they ask me to tell everyone else.It's like im the death bringer,or the death informer,or the human orbituary,but not definitely the meet-joe-black type,gwapo si Brad Pitt eh.
Y'all should be afraid if one day you will receive a text message,from my number,telling you am kaputz,freaky right.The dead will inform the living by himself.
Tll Death
If I die would you cry,or even just a sob
Would you waste a tear for me
I dont deserve it really
Would you even see me in my funeral
Laid in my coffin,clad in thick make-up
Wearin superfly clothing
Would you notice I tried to smile
Or the mortician just did a great job
You should check my phone
What you'll see wont be a surprise
You know am so into you
If I would be a ghost
Would you allow me
To watch you sleep every night
I promise I wont scare you
Or appear when you take a shower
If someone hurts you
Even if you disprove
His funeral would be
The next you'll come to
I love you,maybe you dont know that
I havent told you yet
Cause I dont have the balls
But am still alive
Means I still have time
Maybe I would someday
Just promise you wont push me away
Because if you do
That's worse than death
Death would take away
All the life and even the pain
Life without you is hell
Pain would be everyday
Heart indefinitely broken
*Smooches*
i loathed you @
12:00 AM
Friday, November 11, 2005
I Have Tuberculosis
I have a gallon of phlegm in my lungs. I can hardly breathe,and I am absent for the first day of my TF classes.Oh at least I could get my liscence now and I could have rest for me to get better.
Maybe it's time that I quit smoking.And my lips are losing their natural color,if that happens,snogging wont be enjoyable,kidding.
"Ohhhh amber is the color of your energy"
Even though you dont wear amber colored clothes,ehehe.
It's been too long
And Im lost without you
What am I gonna do
Said Ive been needin you
Wantin you
Nice song by Aaliyah,aint it?
I seem to lose my ability to write nice things,I dont know why.
Usually am able to write the most dramatic things,nicest I might add,due to strong emotions,but now,tsktsk.
Im still into you though,nothing has changed.
i loathed you @
11:46 PM
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Slacker,the usual
I have another wild asthma attack. I totaly feel like shit today,I can hardly breathe,my lungs hurt. I even slept while driving,well that's beacues of the traffic though.
Another busy sem,looks like I have to stop blogging for a while.
But I wont leave you bloggy,me likes you so.
Oh well,its way past my bedtime,plus am not yet enroled.
*Smooches*
i loathed you @
6:00 PM
Saturday, November 05, 2005
Happy Happy Happy
A person can live without sleeping! This is so great,I dont feel sleepy anymore,holy kamotes!
Am happy,not because of that,but because of someone.
You always make me happy.
Without you noticing it
I do feel giddy
Like a five year old boy
Given his first ever bike
I need to be near you
Almost feeling your breath
I wouldnt want more than a kiss
For you are too pure
Move closer to me
Im very warm to hold
I'll just stare at your beauty
Let me hold your hand
Promise me you wouldnt let go
Right now I love you so
You dont seem to notice though
I promise to be always true
I will no longer fool around
Let me touch your face
I cant look at your eyes
You know pretty well
All the beauty of the world
Is shining at me from there
Dont act naive
Give me a hint
I am in no rush
I'll wait for you
If that's what you want me to
Am so happy right?
i loathed you @
10:10 PM
Friday, November 04, 2005
Whatever and Ever Amen
The sem break is about to end,nothing good happened to me,no new progress,all crapicity.
My insomnia is getting worse,am a total vampire now.
Am thinking of going to our final get-together party,am kinda getting tired of it.Seeing their faces again,seeing my ex again,issues about to erupt again.
Am totaly lost now,cause Im already losing hope.Now I think I just want to study.A big piece of me doesn't want to let go though.Maybe I'll hang on for a while,hoping things will get better.
What if all falls down?Am a complete idiot if that happens,completely lonely idiot that is.
i loathed you @
5:35 PM
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Is it Possible?
Went to a debut,of a churchmate.
How come some people you used to ignore a lot back then would turn out to be hot after you heard her sing.At first she was like,ho hum a girl,but when she opened her motuh,wow,she's like a veela,am singing with her afterwards.I got her number but I have no intentions of texting her. Am really dumbfounded why I asked for her number in the first place.Swear I have no intentions.
I have traumas with singing,specifically our favorite videoke,cause when at a friends party,you're drunk,you're beside a girl you knew for less than 2 hours,you sing with her,she drops the mic,you two make out,nothing follows. Truth be told,I only like to make out with my girl,as much as possible,no making out if not my girl,yeah I may sound gay,but that's what I am.You may think Im a perv but I wont make you do anything forcibly or against your will.That I am sure of.Period.
i loathed you @
6:34 PM