Saturday, October 16, 2004
My stupid,poor @ss!
Im so ashamed of myself for what I did to her. I was like goodbye Im outta here. But she sat there just lookin at me leave. I didnt even kissed her goodbye. I promised I would do anythin for her,but what I just did was horrible. I want to kick my own sorry ass. Even my sister scolded me,what a great jerk I am. My apologies are not enough,must do somethin bout this. If I am to make her mine, I must be a better man.And I did looked like a demon beside her,now she's away,I just stare at her beauty. She's so pure,so innocent,so beautiful. Damn I really love her,paranoia kicks in again.
And hey,I didnt smoke tonight,not even a single stick,not even a puff. Love your lungs.
i loathed you @
1:01 PM