Friday, November 04, 2005
Whatever and Ever Amen
The sem break is about to end,nothing good happened to me,no new progress,all crapicity.
My insomnia is getting worse,am a total vampire now.
Am thinking of going to our final get-together party,am kinda getting tired of it.Seeing their faces again,seeing my ex again,issues about to erupt again.
Am totaly lost now,cause Im already losing hope.Now I think I just want to study.A big piece of me doesn't want to let go though.Maybe I'll hang on for a while,hoping things will get better.
What if all falls down?Am a complete idiot if that happens,completely lonely idiot that is.
i loathed you @
5:35 PM